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I need more drinks and less lights / And that American Apparel girl in just tights / She told the director she tryna get in a school / He said “take them glasses off and get in the pool”
(via neon-narcissism)
Time.
Time changes everything. No regrets, no commitments, no anything. Just free. I do long for a relationship but I no longer just want to be gf. I need proof or something that’s goes to show that my relationship is a commitment but not yet marriage. I feel like there’s no point. I’ve done that already. Idk just wishful, thinking out loud kind of thinking .
An old hag
I just feel miserable sometimes. I’ve had time wasted and it’s like picking myself up to figure out to be happy again is difficult. I don’t have family here. I don’t have the kind of happiness I want. I have to move and get away from all of this. I’m tired of the same thing all the time. Work is okay but there has to be more. Nobody really checks on me, no one calls me to see if I’m still surviving (except Carla). I really honestly don’t have any friends at all. I’m glad my child is getting older, I will have her to do things with. No one understand how much I fake every day. I just need a break …
Whoa
My life has gotten out of control. Someone that I was willing to do it all for, cross the line. For any man to be cool and collective after putting their hands on a woman, you deserve a kind ass whooping. Like I can not believe I got to a place when I had love for someone like that. I wish him nothing but positivity and a lot of help. I blame his mom though, when all your life the people that are supposed to care about you abandoned you then why would you really care about anyone. I really tried and I feel like God warned me multiple time and I still tried to see the best. I’m just going to start this, if my mom doesn’t like you then I don’t like you. We ain’t going to work. I just want to be happy again. I feel like now he has this story to make up to his next chick while I was the only person he’s ever been with that cared about more than the money or the experience. Luckily Karma is a b I t c h . Sorry not sorry
Zoo Day!
The zoo was chill but wtf were the giraffes!?? I live for those. If I could buy a baby one to raise in my backyard!! People just don’t understand, like I’m so serious. That shit would so lit! One day tho! Don’t believe just watch 🔮
I hate being single but wait it is summer but I’m not young and 21 anymore. Shit gets old. I want to a mature relationship. I want someone to grow old with yet I’m only 25. I just want to start early cause I don’t want to be 40 and alone. People don’t get though. I really just want my daughter to have the man that I never had in my life. I feel like I’m failing as a parent because I messed up and didn’t give her that. It sucks. Daddy issues are real !
I have too much pride to ask for anything, even if I really need it😣
When you want to call but you can’t. It’s hard not being able to talk to someone you care about. Calling would just seem desperate even though you desperately want to talk to the same person you used to talk to ever day. I hope shit changes.
It’s been years
I haven’t blogged in so long. My life has been up and down. Last week I had my heart crushed by someone I thought was sincere and real. Never in a millions years I thought someone that I was prepared to spend forever with ruined me. I’m slowly picking myself up and trying to be happy again but omg I miss him. He doesn’t miss me though. And I’m pretty sure he’s still sleeping with God knows who. Why is it so hard to do the right thing?
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